Wyldheart14, 47

Looking for a Real Man, Are there Any Left? If you are looking for a one night stand, phone sex, or just a h--k up...go some place else. That is not what I am. I have been used before and I am over it!!! I am a mother of 2 kids, One older and married, one graduating HS next year, I'm tired of the run around game playing run of the mill guys. If that is what you are looking for then stop reading now. I do not have any more time in my life to waste on guys like that. I need a man who is willing "love me at my worst so they can deserve me at my best."
I am a professional who is a true adrenaline junkie. I work hard, play harder. I love my job as a Critical Care Nurse in the Emergency Room and volunteer as an EMT for a small town near me. I need some one who can keep up with me, understand I can am an independent woman yet, yet I need some dependent time too. I believe in the team philosophy, that each person has a role. A man leads in certain things, a woman in others.
I love horseback riding, hiking, camping, photography, travel, pretty much everything life has to offer. I am spontaneous... plan a picnic after a hike, or just stay in and cuddle watching a movie. I am pretty laid back on my downtime. Being 50% Polish, I love to cook. My paternal grandmother has told me stories of my great grandmother being Blackfoot. Unfortunately it was on her father's side and she had lost all info on them. Family is important to me.
I follow native philosophies as well as Wicca. I love the culture, their music, their stories, everything about it. I have attended Pow wows, I meditate to music when I have stressful days, and my children were raised to fall asleep to flute music from birth.
I am looking for a motivated, caring man, who does not want any more children. I have two and I am unable to have more. Some one who doesn't care about a past. Everyone has one.. It does not determine who you are today. Starting out as friends, but I want someone who I can grow old with, enjoy life.. Em