Stillbreathing, 46

Cherokee/Chickasaw/Caucasion I'm living day to day with sudden heartbreak and no forewarning. I am not desperate for a partner though I would like to speak with others just to prove to myself that I can. The last thing I want to do is become bitter though it is going to be a daily struggle. I feel like there are probably others out there in the same boat. I am neither stupid nor vulnerable. I have no interest in random h--k--ps or just "having fun" in that sense. That is simply not me.

I have been described as "gothic" though my appearance really only hints at it. My musical and movie tastes could certainly be described as such. I am not a small woman but I'm not huge either. My only real physical preference for members of the opposite S-- is that they be taller than me and I am 5'8". I do have kids. I have an associates degree and am working on my bachelors currently. I have been employed without interruption for many years. I am very interested in ghost hunting though I have not yet been able to take part in any investigation. I am looking for friends, first and foremost and figure, despite my skepticism, I may as well give this a go.