Snowballsfurry, 45

Sometimes what you want isn't always what you get, but in the end what you get is so much better than what you wanted Im a am pretty much a white girl, my father left me with my mother (because he couldn't handle her other 8 kids) when i was a small child-and my mother put me up for adoption. I know my Fahter's name was Alvin E. Sellars Jr.- so if your related to anyone with that name- please warn me
I am drawn to older men Dark hair and Dark eyes. I have found that men in general when they are younge are much to prone to stupidity cannot appriciate someone who loves and adores them- Or they just dont understand that when I say I just want to be friends- I actually mean what i say. lol
I Am looking for friends- and even possibly something more... Friends are always good. I have an interesting life story even though i am still very young- I have experiance most of all the bad things a person can experiance, and i cna onlu hope i has made me a better person. Im Very family oriented- though my meaning of family is different from most. I have two boys from my previous marrage and im just now getting back out into the world. It has been about 4 years -or is it 5 since my divorce was finalized- im past the bitter pure hatered of all men and im willing to try my hand in finding love again.