Shamanicsoul777, 43

Looking for my "Special Someone" Will I ever find the ONE that I'll spend my life with? No matter how much love I have, even its too much or so less. I'm usually often called a Romeo, but only without a Juliet. No matter how deep my love is, my heart is not my own and yet I do have the soul of my heart. Looking into my eyes, its like a window to my soul but only its too much for her. Cause, my eyes are like the deep endless infinite dark cold universe. Even my heart is not my own, but worn it on the sleeve. I am a gullible fool that I am always giving my heart out to her. Yet, having my heart smashed into billons of pieces with a one simple swing of the sledgehammer she breaks with. Still, I collect all the broken pieces and try all over again. Sometimes in the darkness I'd often cried myself to sleep. On some nights I couldn't sleep and I'll be always by the window looking up at the moon, always wondering is there ever this special someone is thinking the same? All I wanted is to love this special someone who I haven't met yet. Will someone ever tell me what did I ever do wrong? In my dreams, there is too many faces, and only one face is a blur. I wish I could see it clearly so that I can see my dream girl who will be my special someone. I have so much love to give, and I do want to share it all with her. All I wanted to hold her, love her, kiss her and doing it all under the full moon on a cool beautiful clear starry night by the bonfire. Laying by side by side, two hearts beating as one, eyes locked staring deeply in each other. I'd never wanna let go and still keep on loving till the end of time, and till the stars falls out of the sky. I will keep on loving for eternity, even there is no place in the universe that life will ever strive. I will never, not ever give up on love till I find this special someone who is the ONE for me that I'll spend my life with. If I don't find her, I will never give up and keep on trying to find her... even it takes many countless lifetimes.