Neither my dad nor his family have been in my life, and i feel there is something very important missing from inside of me.
I do not prefere interacting with one ethnicity over the other however I do feel alone at times as all my friends have there own group with their own language, culture, etc. And it saddens me how the spiritual aspects of indiginous cultures are over looked and misunderstood.
I miss going to Pow Wows and being around an atmosphere of which I fit best in. I do not fit in with my moms side of the family, and though I love them, they are only half of where i came from...
Its a strong type of brotherhood, sisterhood, and sense of family that hope to encounter
