Maryann93, 50

Hi, i'm a single Apache gal. I am 35, never been married, Never really been in love either. Well life has changed on me, i want to find love, or at least deep friendship. I want to go to pow wows and travel more. not so fun to do alone Hi, I never know what to write in these boxes. So here goes... I'm single, actually never really been in love. I was too busy with family stuff seems like. Also my family calls me mean. I dont think so, but i am trying to be a better person. I am an aunt many times over & always wondered where they found the time to have kids.. AT this stage in my life i am learning that i missed out on a lot of things, coming just now to understand what my parents were trying to teach me ... Both my parents are now gone, at home with my other elders. I sometimes feel alone, and this is odd to me. Also since i cant hide it.. i have a weight issue.. which i need to work on too. So maybe there is somehting missing in my life. So might as well give it a try. I'm really simple i think. I love going to the movies, playing games, having fun with the kids(neices & nephews). I play a mean Hard on Guitar hero and Rockband. My friends would describe me as tough, rebellious, funny. Some call me mean, until they get to know me.. I think its because i'm a little shy at first, then i can warm up to you. Oh this is important, I do not like alcoholics. Call me predjudicie if u want too. A margarita at a special dinners handful of times a year is okay, but a drunken indian is a pet peeve of mine.