Lucy47nola, 62

WELCOME TO MY WORLD SOMETIMES I FEEL THAT THERE IS A HOLE INSIDE OF ME,AN EMPTINESS THAT SEEMS TO BURN,I THINK THAT IF YOU LIFTED MY HEART TO YOUR EAR YOU COULD PROBABLY HEAR THE OCEAN,AND THE MOON TONIGHT IS A FULL CIRCLE.I HAVE THIS DREAM OF BEING WHOLE,OF NOT GOING TO SLEEP ALONE-WANTING,BUT STILL WHEN THE WIND IS WARM AND THE CRICKETS SING,I DREAM OF A LOVE THAT EVEN TIME WILL LAY DOWN AND BE STILL FOR.I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO LOVE ME,I WANT TO BE SEEN.I DON'T KNOW,MAYBE I HAD MY HAPPINESS,I DON'T WANT TO BELIEVE THAT,BUT THERE IS NO ONE,ONLY THAT MOON.I TRY TO LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST BECAUSE WHO KNOWS WHAT TOMORROW WILL BRING.I ENJOY LIFE WHETHER I AM READING A BOOK IN MY HAMMOCK UNDER THE TREES OR IF I AM IN THE MIDDLE OF A BLACK TIE DINNER PARTY.I AM COMFORTABLE WITH WHO I AM AS A DESCENT PERSON.I LOVE LIFE BUT THIS GETS A LITTLE LONELY AT TIMES LIVING MY LIFE ALONE;WITH NO ONE TO SHARE IT WITH.I AM NOT INTO HEAD GAMES OR B.S.I AM STRAIGHT FORWARD AND I USUALLY SPEAK MY MIND WITH THE INTEGRITY OF AN HONEST PERSON.I DO NOT LIE-AT ALL.I TELL IT LIKE IT IS.THERE WILL BE NO MIND-GUESSING WITH ME.I REALLY DO SPEAK MY MIND,IN AN ADULT MANNER.I am looking for a gentleman.Someone who has moral standards,who is honest,doesn't play games with peoples' feelings and break their heart.I don't like to have my heart played and hurt.That is not cool at all.First, I am looking for a friend,and friends are so hard to come by these days,someone who is understanding and not too complicated.I am easy going and I don't like conflict.I laugh at just about anything.I want to be loved beyond my wildest imagination,I want to be beyond spoiled in all aspects in life.Anyway,the news alone is full of psychotics and I am not looking for one of those,ha ha I am looking for some one who is older or is a mature person with a good sense of humor;and pretty much can handle life's daily pressures.Maybe I will meet me a special friend who I can become close to and grow old with,who knows what the future ho