Barefeet2010, 34

im just trying to find the answers well Im a short BBW(big beautful woman)..no im not some 400lb couch potato lol Im on here cause Im definitely attracted with native american but what im more looking for are just friends that can help me I have lumbee and cherokee..we are thinking chickamauge cherokee in my blood but i have no idea about that culture since my grandmother has died and i was unable to have arelationship with her and the other side that has the lumbee are honkies and think that she was cherokee indian princess (no im not kidding) I want clues to the culture thats lost in my family tree. Im also a learner. I want to learn skills that can help me become self sufficient. I want to learn to hunt and process the animals, fish (or fish better lol), i want to learn survival skills i do hope to have my own farm one day with a garden, and goats, horses, and hopefully beefalo and bison. I am a proud person I dont want anybodys help and thats probably my down fall. Im curently studying radiology and in my future i do want a family with children, and i want my children to know about their culture and have roots and strong ties with their families. I like to dance if i feel secure enough around my friends say i definitely have my own way about me i love to laugh and smile and just have a good time, i love being in the sun and get the best sleep during a thunder storm, I have my own opinions about things and am extremely stubborn and hard headed thats another down fall i guess depends on how you look at it lol im christian but i have a very spiritual side i kind of believe that the two go hand in hand