Ambersky, 52

Just lost in the flow......or maybe just lost! i am mixed blood.I am Cherokee,Cree and white.I am a lover of all things,i am a mother of 2 wonderful and talented children.I need to feel the heartbeat of the mother.People have called me crazy,because of my attatchment to the land,Im not crazy,I just know where my heart feels at home.I need to feel the heartbeat of the mother.I will tell you now,my heart goes one direction,and that just happens to be wherever the drums lead it.I love the flutes and drums,they seem to just grab your spirit and say lets go.I am a tomboy,with a soft side,Im a nature lover.Camper,fisher,hunter.I love sitting around a fire and watching an eagle fly,.There is so much to learn,and I dont want to miss anything.I dont mind getting dirty,heck,theres times Im dirtier than the kids!!!!!.LOL.I am lookingfor my center,my best friend,teacher,fellow learner. Whoever the creator sees fit to send.I have been on my own since I was 16,and I think I did okay.The native is from my birthfather,and Ive done my best to learn all I Can about the old ways,and put into use what I learn. I write poetry,songs.I am very creative...Live happy,Laugh often and Love hard. Peace I now know that Im not crazy,its okay to be this way