reb67
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I was employed at a place for the last few months that had a lot of unhappiness throughout. I did the best I could to stay as long as I could until the other night I felt too drained, too tired. So I called them and said I can't come in..that it was just not possible anymore. My supervisor informed me that any other night was okay to do so, but not that night--he was in a real bind with staffing due to the call offs. Against my better judgement (I told him) I went in anyway. As I was leaving my partner says that he has a real bad feeling about my going in and to basically put my keys down and forget it. I left anyway thinking just one more night wouldn't make a difference. I had a brief meeting the next morning (the last time I have been there.) As I left I did not feel a weight lifted, in fact I have felt that there is something very wrong. Have not been able to shake the feeling. As I had entered the building on the last night I worked, there was an almost tangible "icky" feel. And it got worse as the night went on.
I have slept, spent time with my kids, done errands, went to a family friendly party..but cannot shake this 'bad feeling'. It feels almost as uncomfortable as a coat that is stuck on too tight. I told my partner that i believe I brought something very negative back with me when I left that place the last time. He said if anything I left something negative.
So it sounds weird I know.. just cant seem to shake it tho.
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