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Washing dishes and folding clothes
has become second nature to me
Get ready for work and kids off to school
I suppose it's responsibility.
The days of running barefoot in the grass
are such a distant past
And the details of the day
now dictate the way
the next same tomorrow is going to be.
To see me now one would not believe
the vibrant girl I used to be
Skin kissed by the sun
across these Plains I would run
with hair touched by the wind and a whole life
ahead of me.
But today I am doing a chore
mopping the floor
and my hair is a mess
and I still haven't dressed
since putting on this gown
the night before.
I guess I got lost in thinking
about her dancing and dreaming
hoping she is still there
Beautiful somewhere....
"rebel---"
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`That young woman is still there she is just loaded down with responsibilities..
When we are young we can't wait to grow up. For some reason woman think being in a relationship and having children is what we were put on this earth for.. If I had to do over I would enjoy my teens and twenties before I ever decided to get married and have children. Just know the choices you make will be with you for the rest of your life so be careful who you pick to walk this earth with you.We all make mistakes, but we should learn from them.
Stay free Rebel and know you are still that young girl with sun beating down on your face, and the wind blowing in your hair.Don't let anybody take away your carefree spirit..
Speaking from the mistakes of my life..
N.W.A.A.
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`Thank you Hugger. We all have made mistakes and live with what are lives become the best we can I suppose. Some days I don't do so well in the world though and I guess I can count this as one. It's not that I am not grateful for what is good in my life.. It's just that I feel some days that this world as it is does a good job at squashing the spirit of a person. I get sick of being soo constrained by time..get here by this time and be there by that time, then in the meantime, clean this house (and this house is a full time job as it is anyway..and some days I want to just let it go..it's only a matter of time before it's knocked over like a bowling pin by a tornado anyway and I cant get back the time I have spent on it keeping it "just so" as this Stepford community requires) The money I work so hard to make is pissed away by overinflated prices of corporations so some fat guy can by his mistress a vacation to Italy while he keeps his wife loaded with chemicals, inflated lips, liposuction and expensive wine to shut her unhappiness up... and I am working to hand it all over to the utility companies anyway! This is freedom?...some days I am choking on it. Love to you and thanks for reading this rant. I am sure tomorrow I have my time too tied up to think. **oh, but my grandma has an answer in that she is real generous to offer that I can get one of her Xanax when I get into one of these moods! I'll pass I guess and just feel for a day, even if it dosen't always feel good.
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`Well, now I feel like such and unappreciative jerk...what was the number to that mental health line again??!!!geezzz
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