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rblyl
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okay, i can say that here, i am not looking for a 'date' so i am not trying to impress anyone. and i am on edge, so i am bad for anybody anyway. I am stuck. need to do this move, but just fearful as all get out..and i have made LOTS of moves, sometimes just with no real planning. add to that i am trying to stop smoking, and had NO clue how much i relied on them to just cope over the years..and comfort. In short, so i have crappy coping skills right now, and no comfort. as well, if someone did extend a hand in comfort i would probably bite it at this point. And so, I have made so many people mad at me over the last 24 hours...the cleaning crew here at the hospital (yeah, i am at work right now), and the maintenance department, the lab dept. (its okay cause they are jerks anyway), i know my grandma is mad at me, almost ALL the women on another web site, and the worst is this guy I really liked and i will probably never hear from him again. I do NOT have the trust level to pull off these on line whatever, "relationships"...isnt it hard enough just developing that in person forgawdssake?! I have a natural instinct to guard, that just dosent come down cause someone is nice for a minute..not anymore. So...i have not one clue how to fix all this. Maybe i will just go have a cigarrettte..dont want to do another 40 years of this crap anyway. Rather live short and at least enjoy myself and be tolerable. Goodnight.
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harmony68
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`hugs reb
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trubblemaka
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`hope things get better homegirl!
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nanabrianna
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`Things will get better for you, just gotta wait for it (even though waiting sucks) :)
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rblyl
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`thank you...this is what i did
i smoked 2 cigarrettes back to back, then i ate a BIG banana cream pie blizzard, then i had a cup of coffee. then i felt much better.
now i am back to, you know..getting 'healthy'.
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harmony68
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`cheers, to getting "healthy"
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chillkat
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`ah yes...nicotine, coffee, and sweets....the age old cure for the frustration and blues. Has kept me sane many times over the years! Glad you are feeling better.
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rblyl
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`i have the 'angels nectar'! haaaaa braaahh haaa lol (as that comment probably took wings and flew over most heads???) ha
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`Wow.. all these "former members"... But I can kinda relate to that a little bit. Though I don't think I'm bad for anyone. I'm a hopeless romantic and have a lot to give. *sigh* But yeah, I'm too old and exhausted from the way my life's been to deal with online "relationships" that start and end 2 hours or 2 days later like the way teenage relationships are. Yeah, I'm too old and tired for that kind of drama.
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`My Dear, I am so sorry things were tough for you.
Hope you are feeling better now.
I would like to suggest many methods of emotional release. I know it works because I do it all the time and I use it on my family. Without it I think I would have many times resorted to running through the streets naked whilst screeming and tearing my hair out. (just last week I was very tempted to do so). (My life situation is very challenging now as my daughter is anorexic).
I feel that without the life alignment emotional release I would just give her up to a hospital. Maybe you can search internet for something that works for you.
Good luck and Big Hug
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gerilyn
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`If its any consolation, life sucks 4 just about everybody, in one way or another, so it aint just u! Tho it may seem like it sometimes. Never fails, about the time I think I have the worst life and the worst luck of anybody on the planet, I run into somebody who is having a harder time than me! Kind of puts things back into perspective. Just remember, no matter where your life is at, there is always someone who is worse off, and someone who is better off...
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`This is thoughtful all the advise and comments on this post. It is a very old original post and the subject was nothing more than a transient rant in a life that dosent even exist anymore for (rblyl). Life is a gift, short one. Moments in it can suck. Best place for this original post is probably under a tombstone with R.I.P over it. That life is gone.
:)
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