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harmony68
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life is really - spazzy for me lately. lots of weird *ss energy in the air right now. been going thru stuff with work, training a new person in the office. bosses are over *nalyzing. trying to get to know someone new. my moms trippin out. kids are going thru their own financial upheaval. domestic violence meeting and vigil last week, thru me all the way off - total emotional wreck. trying to stay calm but then thro in hormones on top of it all. now if i had a gun, omgs, that would be really scary. went to see my son yesterday and he is growing up so fast (well he has to in prison) but he was so happy to see us. and the trip/day is always so draining... trying to recover from it today isnt working so far. tried meditating and listening to chant this morning and i am barely making it thru the day without tearing someones head off...
am i stressed???
hmmmmm yeah kinda sorta. add in shake (not stir) of nerves, and thats me
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kaskiyeh
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`I believe it is so hard to see your child in prison and then all the other crap you have to deal with, but you know that's life and no one every said it would be easy. Sometimes you just need to step back and look real hard at what is going on and get rid of the things that bring you to the brink of ripping someones head off. I know that we with ptsd walk a little different and that's ok too.I know I can be my own worse nightmare, but I have learn to just let things go, doesn't mean anyone can walk over me just means I choose my battles to win. Smile!!!
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