ann72 (deleted)
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Posted: Post subject: What I am looking for…. |
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It´s a very good question.
The more I´m thinking about it the more reasons I find I shouldn´t be here.
The first thing is the distance, no comments. It´s not so much I can do about it.
(Yes, ok there are airplanes…. )
And so different timezone… It doesen´t do everything easier either.
When I go up, so go everybody to bed: ”Hallo – goodbye” conversation is nice
I cannot speak English (or can very little). It is the third language in my life.
I´m surrounded by different languages then I don´t live in the country I was born...
I´m not Swedish.
(But it´s not impossible to learn a new language. I ought to know it… I did it before.)
I have never been in America, not in the US and not in the Canada.
It´s a new world for me
Everything I know about it I have seen on the movies or I have read about.
Why don´t I give up?
Have I an creative genius to complicate my life? Maybe this is the right answer?
Or is it so challenging? (I´m aries, born in April and maybe I like it.)
I´m still looking after peace and balance in my life and maybe this is one of this things I must to do before I die…
There were plenty of choices in my life I couldn´t influense, but this time I know what I want.
Maybe I tell you some day what I mean...
/Ann72, born the thirteenth;-) |
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