rblyl
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On a different note from hatefilled Germans and dogs and the like... I was curious who has come on crossroads in life and how you dealt with them? I have been at one for awhile.. I am pretty well locked into what I do for a living, this economy isnt one to make sweeping changes in that area anyway..and dosen't look like it will be better in the near future either to entertain the thought. But I am burned out..have been for almost 2 years, and everyone in my life on and off the job knows it. I am just tired of taking care of sick people. Moved us here, also almost 2 years ago because it is "safe"..but far away from-anywhere. And I have never done well in captivity..or being told what is/not okay for me to do or say..so my being in this town, as a single mother that dosent weigh 300 pounds has had its share of b.s.. I have never been quite in this spot before in life..I have always had a 'this is what I will do next after this.' This is the first time I have not..like travelling along and hit a wall. I cant have my daughter end up with these womens lives here..omg. Time is on our side but that changes fast...and there's no devils to make a deal with to impose direction. But then again..maybe it is NORMAL to feel this way here and there and I just never noticed because I never let myself stop for long?? For me, it is hard to tell.
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